Caffeine will be my new best friend

It's strange how the public holiday 'Queen's Birthday' is different in Australia and New Zealand.


I haven't written updated my blog in like two weeks, mostly because I've been lazy. I've been trying to study for hours now, but like always, no progress has been made. My first exam is this Friday, and I've been doing the same stats paper for a couple of days now. Slack, I know.


The weather is getting colder now; I have to layer up before I go outside, and always remember to carry my umbrella.


Alice made me realise I can't smile without showing my teeth, or else I look completely retarded. 

You don't know how hard I am trying not to show teeth lol

I've made my timetable for semester two, and I'm happy to say that it is much better than my first timetable. I have nearly three days off (I'm most likely going to skip the accounting lecture, so free wednesdays as well :) ) I have more time to work and study then.

[Random photos of the food I get at work :)]

Alot has been on my mind lately. Not so much about my future and what I'm going to do with my life anymore, but just myself as a person really. I have a tendency to ignore things (everyone knows), but things just seem to get worse as they drag on. I don't feel like going into too much detail about it. Maybe some other time. 


[Random photos of my dinner :)]

I've booked my flights - I land in NZ on the 19th, near midnight and I'm staying for around three weeks. I need to take better care of myself in these next two weeks. I am not allowed to lose any weight or else my grandma will worry, my skin needs to clear up or else my dad will say something about it (weird, I know) and my exams need to go well or else what is the point of me going to uni here in the first place?

I already have a list of things I want to do when I go back. First, SLEEP IN MY BED, IN MY ROOM. I miss my room so much :( High tea, ice bar, ski trip (maybe), and just quality time with my family and friends is all I want out of these three weeks. 
There is something I hope to do before university starts for second semester as well, just have to see if I'm brave enough to actually go through with it. 

I just need to get through the next two weeks; I can nearly see the light at the end of the tunnel.